Angie Saiz

REVERSO

2021

This time is not the reality but only a part of it; it is not my life, but it is not a lie either; it is a real fiction

Sophie Calle

Reverso offers the possibility of a new search in one’s own biography, of exhibiting a production that suggests a space for rethinking both the mysterious and the private. Thus, from the perspective of trauma, to bring out a place that is also capable of triggering, through new fictions, the illusion of an exorcised memory or a possible healing dismemory.

Through an autobiographical archive of strange and fortuitous records, the work explores the possibilities of resignifying trauma, with the game and the error. A bunch of images collected from the family’s original VHS archive from the ’80s are juxtaposed with another series of images of captures and screenshots of failed sendings from a cell phone to close friends —the current family— in 2020, during the lockdown. The series of 5 digital photomontages and the artist’s book in which they were later included were produced in January 2021, at the Soma Mexico Residency in Mexico City.

The work presents an execution of visual compositions dealing with ruin and ominousness, creating a new reconstructed universe in a violent and fractured setting. This series intermingles in merged shots, glazes from one image to another; as a metaphor of the hidden world behind a lost family album, and the erroneous events that through the chromatic interplay pretend to raise the need to reprogram the past when a different future is expected. Based on a kind of symbolic alchemy, the digitized production exhibits a process of intimate resilience —or the opposite of a habitual creation of work—, encouraging sensitive, aesthetic, and political new understandings of the private turned public.

The artist’s book, which subsequently became a series of photomontages, is an execution of visual compositions dealing with ruin and ominousness, creating a new reconstructed universe in a violent and fractured setting. The 72-page, half-letter-size book, hand-sewn binding by the artist, was published in a single bilingual Spanish/English edition of 22 serialized copies, laser-printed in Mexico City on 90 g spun paper, 95 g albanene, and 120 g opaline paper covers intervened with acrylic enamel. It was published and designed with the support of Soma Mexico, in collaboration with Felipe Cura. First released at Aeromoto in Mexico City in May 2021, then distributed in Mexico, Portugal, and Chile between May and September 2021.